Do you believe in panromantics? Neither gay/bi/or straight?

I believe I'm panromantic because I don't find attraction to gender but to mental connection. But I prefer women but date both because I don't care about . I find neither male nor female ual organs attractive AT ALL and never really have and have always faked it with either gender I have had ual relations with for the past couple years... but do enjoy for the feeling not the sight of it. I also could go forever without with a lover. I'm a good looking guy too and get compliments all of the time. I'm 23 years old. I used to be very ually active and lately I just don't even find anything attractive unless there is an emotional connection. If I had an emotional connection with a 50 year old woman, i could date her. It's insane. I'm also open to all genders and stuff. But preferably women because to me it'd be much easier of a lifestyle. But I'm trying to say, sex and gender doesn't seem to be important to me at all. It's strange and I believe I may be what's called "panromantic". I do enjoy sex, but it's only for the physical release and can get hard on command, without visual aid or thoughts of ographic imagery... the desire for sex always seems to come from an emotional connection or feeling of closeness with someone with an attractive personality.